I have been sick and in pain for like the last four to five days now, and it has totally sucked.
Between the rain and my arthritis, my back, insomnia, and meds running low, I have just been a totally useless waste of flesh laying around the house.

Sebastian spent most of the weekend at my sister’s house, and Mark spent most of the weekend at his friend Jeff’s house playing video games, so I didn’t feel quite so bad about being so sick and sleeping off and on, complaining about my pain and the crappy rainy weather.
No one was here to listen to me. haha

I spent the whole weekend either sleeping for 15-30 minutes at a time or watching movies when I had insomnia and just couldn’t sleep at all.
I watched the entire Indiana Jones collection, Iron Man, The Karate Kid, and a ton of other movies that the names are currently drawing a blank on me.

The only thing of any real importance that happened this weekend is that my doctor’s PA Mary, (physician’s assistant) called me on Sunday afternoon, and she told me that my doctor and her are no longer at the office that they were previously at, and she gave me all of the new information on where they are and stuff, and so then today, I called and scheduled my appointment with them for this month instead of at my old office.
I never saw the other doctor from that practice, so I want to stick with my doc and the PA Mary if I can, so I did.
I have no idea why they left, but hey, whatever, as long as I get in for my appointments every month I’m happy. I’ll ask why they left when I go in to see them.

I figured that I should at least check in here in case anyone was wondering about me.
Not that many people do anymore, and I know that it’s because my posting has become totally sporadic, I often don’t post for days at time and I wish I could get back on track, but I don’t know, I just feel so out of it for the last few months.
Like I wake up in the morning and just feel, empty, blank, just totally empty.
Ever feel that way?
Like not sad, not happy, no depressed, not hungry, not tired, not sleepy, not anything, just blank, empty feeling, like no emotions at all.
Empty.
That’s the best way that I can explain things.
Empty.